It's been a hard week. Cardiac final was today and that's proven to be my toughest class. Even when we did the general A&P, I struggled with it. Now as we go more in depth into each system, it's still the hardest I've dealt with so far. The heart is a complex, yet extraordinary muscle. I'm happy to say I did pass my final, but not without some blood, sweat and tears.
The tears came today, in private. We lost a fellow student, who failed the class by two points. It's always hard on me when we lose someone. All my classmates have become like a family to me. Even though I'm doing this for myself, We're all in this together. This girl always sat behind me. So we bonded, made a good friendship. She would always have negative comments to say about herself, myself and others would remind her to think positive, and do our best to boost her spirits when she was down. We asked if she would come back with the next nursing class that should start in October, or the one for February. She's not sure. She's deflated and defeated today. I can't imagine. I miss her already and hope she does come back. She was a horrible test taker, but by God, she was an excellent nurse, and proved it in clinicals. Time will tell.
Another student, one of the only two guys we have....spent his last two days in and out of ER. He's having signs and symptoms of heart problems. He's had a history of health problems, so he's in my thoughts tonight. He works already as a PCT in Dialysis at a local hospital, and he's going to be an awesome nurse. We need more male nurses in this field, so I hope he gets better and comes back to carry on.
We go to Board of Nursing tomorrow. Our school gets to go witness other nurses go before the board and testify on thier own behelaves as to why they deserve to have their nursing licenses reinstated. It should be interesting. I'll update on that when I can.